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The Guide/Eva Pierrakos
Fear No Evil
Selected Excerpts
Bantam Doubleday Dell Pub., Pathwork Press © 1990, Softcover
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"You have to recognize the ever-present sluggish quality that exists in every personality.
There is one trend that strives upward. I have started this lecture by saying that
this trend is present in every creature and is striving toward God. But often this
yearning is misunderstood, misinterpreted, and directed into a wrong channel. Nevertheless,
this striving is there. It takes some spiritual awareness to understand this yearning
and to direct it properly. But, at the same time, there also exists in every human
being a sluggish quality, which is imbedded, of course, in the lower self. This
sluggish quality does not wish to overcome, to fight, or to do what is considered
uncomfortable. As long as you do not recognize your own sluggish quality, you cannot
get ahead."
Lecture 28 - Communication With God -- Daily Review
"In reference to this shortcut I mentioned previously, if you sense this lack of
belief existing within you (or even if you do not have this problem or fear), there
is one wonderful, sure, fast way to experience God and His reality, as well as
the reality of God's spirit world around you, so strongly that all doubts will
dissolve like snow in the sun. That way is sacrifice, my friends. If you are capable
of sacrificing something for God, you will have that experience. And the knowledge,
the certainty, the sense of reality you will gain from it will be infinitely more
wonderful than what you have given up in sacrifice."
Lecture 28 - Communication With God -- Daily Review
"In opening yourself to God, you should think first, "What is it I really want?"
Often problems arise because you are not clear in your mind what you actually want.
Once you have given yourself the answer to that and you clearly realize the decision
to go one way or the other, once you have clearly established your wish and your
preference, then ask yourself the next question: "Is this perhaps not God's will?"
Lecture 28 - Communication With God -- Daily Review
"You do not have to be extremely far in development in order to accomplish this.
Anyone can do it. All you should do is to review your day and think of all the
instances that have caused you disharmony in any manner, shape, or form. Even if
you cannot at the beginning understand why you felt in disharmony, just put down
the incident and what you have felt. When you have done this for a while, a pattern
will evolve that still may not give you a clue as to what is wrong in your own
inner makeup, but you will at least see a repetition that points out that there
must be something in you that is wrong, no matter how wrong other people who are
involved may be in their own way. If something recurs constantly, it is a clue
to your own soul."
Lecture 28 - Communication With God -- Daily Review
"Often you do not notice the repetition and the pattern in your life, my friends, You just
pass over the obvious. You are so used to the assumption that certain things are coincidence,
or some fate testing you arbitrarily, or merely that other people in your surroundings
are responsible for your repeated mishaps. Therefore, you pay more attention to the slightest
variations of each incident than to basic character, the common denominator of all the
happenings that are due to your image.
Most human psychologists have found this to be a fact. But what they often do not know
is that these images have seldom been started in this lifetime, no matter how early they
were formed. Most of the time an image is of old standing and is carried over from one
lifetime to another. That is why incidents that will not form an image in a child or a
person who is free of that particular conflict will help form an image in an entity who
has brought that image into this life. Although the essential thing is to find the image
and its formation and origin in the present life so that it can be adequately dissolved,
there are nevertheless cases where the knowledge of all the complete facts would be very
useful to the physician. In other words, such an image can often be successfully treated
without the knowledge of the previous life origin. But there are cases where the mere knowledge
of the "carryover" principle would be of invaluable help."
Lecture 38 - Images
"The way to start searching for the images is to think back in your life and to find all
the problems. Write them down. Include problems of all sorts. You cannot do it unless you
take the trouble to put everything down, black on white, concisely. For, if you merely
think about it, you will not have the overall view that is necessary for comparison. This
written work is essential. It is certainly not too much to ask. You do not have to do it
all in one day. Take your time, even if it takes a few months. It is better to do it slowly
than not to start at all. Then, when you think of all your big and small troubles, even
the most nonsensical, the most insignificant ones, start to look for the common denominator."
Lecture 38 - Images
"Only then will you have given up some of your selfwill, which wishes to deny life in its
present form, the very form that is necessary for your development. Only then will you
have acquired the humility not to wish to be protected from these risks and hardships of
life. They will cease to be necessary only after you can fearlessly accept and shoulder them.
Therefore it is a good beginning to make a review of your life, concisely enumerating all
your troubles. And then go on to search for the common denominator."
Lecture 38 - Images
But while your image lives, you continue the childish procedure because in that respect
your mind remains as it was when you were a child, regardless of how much the rest of your
personality has improved, learned, and is otherwise capable of judging maturely, intellectually,
and, in some instances, other than with the image-currents, even emotionally. But where
this shock-impression has taken place (slow or sudden shock) due to the fact that one does
not assimilate the experience consciously, the mind remains childish. It remains in the
state it was in when the image conclusions were formed and put into the subconscious.
Lecture 41 - Images -- The Damage they do
"Everything in the unconscious is primitive, ignorant, and very often illogical, although
it does follow a certain limited logic of its own. The vicious circle that is my subject
tonight begins in childhood, where all images are formed.
In every image you will find: inferiority feelings, guilt feelings, hostility, hate, aggression,
ignorance, resentment, childish selfishness, fear, and a few other obstructive forces. In the
more primitive person all these traits manifest outwardly and are directed towards the outer
world. As the human being develops from incarnation to incarnation, he finally realizes it to
be considered as bad and wrong, and therefore a disadvantage, to show such feelings openly."
Lecture 50 - The Great Vicious Circle of Immature Love
"There are very few adults who are as mature emotionally as they are intellectually."
Lecture 50 - The Great Vicious Circle of Immature Love
"You are so conditioned by the emotional reactions you have become accustomed to, you are so involved in them,
that you cannot see what is right before your eyes. You look past the seemingly unimportant emotional reactions to
certain situations, simply because they have become a part of you, while you watch for new and hidden recognitions.
But these actual emotional reactions will furnish the clue, once your attention is focused on them. This would be impossible
if you were not disturbed. Therefore, the disturbance is bound to come into the open, and this is the moment when you can
come to terms with it."
Lecture 84 - Love, Power, Serenity as Divine Attributes and as Distortions -- Idealized Self Image Part Two
"Love will not be a means to an end. It will not be a need that saves you from annihilation. It will, therefore,
cease to be self-centered. Your own capacity to love will combine with power and serenity. Or, to put it differently,
you will communicate in love and understanding in healthy interdependence, but will be truly independent because love,
power, and serenity will not take the place of furnishing your missing self-respect. Genuine, not self-centered, love will then
no longer interfere with healthy power; not power out of pride and defiance, not power to triumph over others, but the power
to master yourself and your difficulties without proving anything to anyone."
Lecture 84 - Love, Power, Serenity as Divine Attributes and as Distortions -- Idealized Self Image Part Two
"...any compulsion comes from an unconscious conclusion that something must be had, attained, gotten. But by
the time this reaches the outer personality, the goal may have been shifted to a substitute."
Lecture 84 - Love, Power, Serenity as Divine Attributes and as Distortions -- Idealized Self Image Part Two
"Under no circumstances are you a prey to distorted forms of others because, if you truly search within yourself,
such effects will help you to bring out your own distortions so that you become aware of them and learn to cope
with them in solving the underlying problems."
Lecture 84 - Love, Power, Serenity as Divine Attributes and as Distortions -- Idealized Self Image Part Two
"Let me repeat here what I have often said: first the outer negative events will continue to come your way,
as a result of your past ingrained patterns, but you will encounter them in a different way. As you learn to do
so, you will become aware of many opportunities for happiness that you ignored in the past. In this way you
begin to change the patterns until very, very gradually, perhaps in the process of several incarnations, the unhappy
outer events cease more and more. But when you find yourself at the beginning of this stage, do not expect immediate
fulfillment and happiness in every respect. Do not expect that it comes from the outside without your creating it by
learning and experiencing in a productive way. First you need to see your possibilities and opportunities and independent
ability to choose, instead of being utterly helpless and waiting for fate to bring you happiness."
Lecture 100 - Meeting The Pain of Destructive Patterns
"As you go through the process of becoming aware of your needs and of the frustration of their unfulfillment, you will find
first the stringent need to be loved, just as the child needs to receive love and affection. However, it cannot be said that the need
to be loved is childish and immature. It is only so when the adult person has locked his soul and refused to grow in his own capacity
to give love, so that the need to receive remains isolated, as well as covered. Through your destructive patterns you pushed your
painful need to receive love into the unconscious. Due to this unawareness and to your defense mechanisms of various sorts, your
ability to give could never grow within your psyche. "
Lecture 100 - Meeting The Pain of Destructive Patterns
"You need to feel and observe the frustration of not finding an outlet, the accumulated pressure, the momentary feeling
of helplessness about finding relief, the temptation to evade yet again. As you battle through this phase and grow stronger,
you will no longer run away from yourself and from the apparent risk of living. Opportunities will come your way. You will see
them and make use of them. They will teach you to further your growth and strength, until your needs can find partial fulfillment
and then, little by little, increase it as you grow and change your patterns."
Lecture 100 - Meeting The Pain of Destructive Patterns
"It is essential that you pay more attention to the no-current in its exact form. A certain
type of meditation can help: Become very quiet and relaxed, and begin by observing your
thinking process, and even your initial inability to do so. This eventually leads to keeping
thoughts out for a short while and making yourself utterly empty. In the emptiness it
is possible for the hitherto checked and repressed material to surface, if you express
this purpose and desire it strongly enough, without shying away from the effort to reach
the goal. Though difficult at the beginning, this effort will, after a while, establish
a channel to a part of you that you could not previously tap."
Lecture 124 - The Language Of The Unconscious
"Ask yourself: (1) What goal do I want now? Where am I dissatisfied? What would I want
to be different? (2) How much do I want it? (3) To what extent is there something in me
that does not want or fear it, or, for one reason or another, says No to it? (4) If this
no-current exists regarding the very thing I wish, it must also exist in my pathwork itself.
How does it manifest there? (5) How can I detect the various forms and manifestations
of the no-current in my daily life?"
Lecture 124 - The Language Of The Unconscious
"The yes-current must observe the no-current. Let this be your motto. To the degree that
you are successful in communicating with your own unconscious and understanding its language,
you establish a connection with a deeper, wiser part of your unconscious. It will eventually
take over and guide you through all phases of your life, also those where you have not
yet been successful. This helpful part of your unconscious must constantly furnish you
with regenerative strength, creative energy, resourcefulness, and harmony. But this help
can come only when you have learned to become aware of, observe, and decipher the part
of the unconscious where it is petrified and destructive.
When you learn to do this with calm detachment, you will not only learn to communicate
with the constructive part of your unconscious, but will also consciously communicate
with the unconscious of other people."
Lecture 124 - The Language Of The Unconscious
"These are the steps of purification in the deepest and most vital way.
Purification is unthinkable without going through these four steps.
Purification is also unthinkable without receiving active help. It is too
difficult to do alone. It is utter illusion to hope -- consciously or
unconsciously -- that facing these aspects of your being can be avoided,
skipped, bypassed, or whisked away by some magic "spiritual" means.
Self-realization, or self-actualization, or reaching your spiritual center,
or whatever other name you wish to use in order to describe the goal of all
living, cannot occur unless you face your deepest negativities and
hypocrisies and your deliberate intent to be negative and destructive,
spiteful and resentful. Often you will forgo your own happiness just to
punish someone from your past. This is painful, or at first seems painful,
but to the degree the realization is painful, it will prove liberating."
Lecture 176 - Overcoming Negativity
"This important aspect of meditation requires a great deal of time, patience, perseverance,
and determination. Remember at all times that wherever you are unfulfilled, wherever there
are problems, wherever there is conflict in your life, you should not concentrate with woe
on others or on circumstances outside your control, but you should reach inside and explore
the causes imbedded in your own egotistical childish level. Meditation is an absolute prerequisite
for this. You must gather yourself calmly and quietly and seek the truth. Ask for an answer
as to the causes that you contributed in this particular circumstance. In this state of
mind peace will come to you, even before you fully understand."
Lecture 182 - The Process Of Meditation
"You have to identify with the destructiveness and yet you have to be detached from it.
You have to realize that it is part of you and you must also realize that there is another
part of you that can have the final word, if you so choose. You have to widen the limitations
of your conscious ego expressions by realizing that you can say at any moment: "I will be
stronger than my destructiveness and will not be hampered by it. I determine that my life
will be at its best and its fullest, and that I will overcome the inner blocks that make
me want to remain unhappy. My determination will give me the power which will enable me
to experience more and more bliss as I let go of the doubtful pleasure of being negative,
which I now fully recognize." This is the task of the conscious ego. As this is accomplished,
the powers of guidance, wisdom, strength, and a new inner feeling of love and penetration
of the universal self will come forth."
Lecture 182 - The Process Of Meditation
"When you feel yourself stymied and hopeless, it should be a sign for you to search for that
part in you that says: "I do not wish to change. I do not wish to be constructive." Set
out to find this voice. Through meditation, you can explore and let the worst in you express
itself."
Lecture 182 - The Process Of Meditation
"Each day brings new tasks, exciting tasks, beautiful tasks. Your inner work should not
be approached in a spirit of wanting to get it over with, as if life will begin only after
this inner work is done. On the contrary, doing this work is "living" at its best. You may
begin each meditation by asking yourself: "How do I really feel at this moment? In what
respect am I dissatisfied? What is it that I may be avoiding to face?"
Lecture 182 - The Process Of Meditation
"As long as you do not acknowledge the aspects you hate in yourself, you are blind to them
and therefore helplessly controlled by them. But when you acknowledge them, something else
in you takes over that can do something about them, even if all it can do initially is merely
observe and grope for a clearer understanding of the underlying dynamics. You create a totally
different situation when you identify the ugly traits as opposed to being identified with them."
Lecture 189 - Self-Identification Determined Through Stages Of Consciousness
"The moment you identify the destructive aspects, name them, state them, articulate them,
observe them, a self exists which identifies, names, states, articulates, and observes.
This self is capable of choosing among many options and possibilities, the most basic being
this stating, observing, naming, etc."
Lecture 189 - Self-Identification Determined Through Stages Of Consciousness
"How different your attitude toward yourself must be when you realize that it is the task
of human entities to carry negative aspects with them for the purpose of integrating and
synthesizing them."
Lecture 189 - Self-Identification Determined Through Stages Of Consciousness
"Every minute of depression or anxiety, every hopeless or otherwise negative attitude towards
a situation contains various other options. But an act of inner will on your part is required
to awaken forces in you that are now dormant and to make them available.
Then, when the already available potential is being used, a much greater power of spiritual
consciousness will unfold, gradually and organically.
People often engage in various spiritual practices and then wait for a miraculous manifestation
of the greater consciousness, while their immediate mind and thought power is trapped in
grooves of negative attitudes, feelings, thinking, and outlook. These people must either
be disappointed or experience delusions. No exercises or efforts, no hopes for grace as
an intervention from outside can bring you genuine awareness and manifestations of your
spiritual self."
Lecture 189 - Self-Identification Determined Through Stages Of Consciousness
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